I love how the sunshine always seems to make everything okay. I woke up with a heavy heart but when I looked outside my window at 7am this morning I couldn't help but celebrate a brand new day. I know that no matter what, I am loved. I do make mistakes and I have feelings that I wish were never there. I hurt people who sacrifice so much for me. I want more than anything to live that life of joy that I felt when I saw the sunny blue sky this morning. And I am going to live it. I guess I just have to choose it. It's difficult sometimes though. But life would be boring if there weren't any tears. I want to love people as much as they love me and care about me. I want to laugh and smile with people I love. I want to run through the fields of happiness and be covered in a blanket of peace - knowing that I am free and that I am loved. Not faking it. Someone always tells me 'make today a new day', and that is what I am going to do. Thank you God for the simple blessing of a warm sunny Wednesday. It got me out of bed.