Can anyone believe that it is August already??? Can anyone believe that in just 25 days I will be living in Winnipeg again?? I certainly can't. I also can't get control of my thoughts and feelings over these past few days. I feel like I'm sitting on a fence...I could go one way or the other.

I could be happy and excited....
~that I get to go back to Winnipeg to see old friends
~that I've moving to some place that is familiar (I already know where all of the Dairy Queens are!)
~that I am following God's path and I'm finally pursueing Offiship
~that I get to do full time Ministry
~that I get to do full time Ministry with my husband
~that I already feel that I know most of the people who are going to be in my session
~that I am moving a time zone closer to my family
~that I am moving closer to the time when I get to have my own children
~that no matter what, I know that God is in control
~that I get to meet new people


But....

I could also be very sad and tearful....
~that I am leaving behind so many close friends and family
~that I am leaving behind so many dear little children who I love so much
~that I am leaving a job that I enjoy
~that we are moving away from our very first home
~that we are leaving a church family whom I love so much
~that I have no idea what to expect from the next two years
~that I have no idea where I'm going after the next two years
~that I really have no place to call home
~that I just started getting to know Peter's family and we have to say good bye
~that Winnipeg doesn't have IKEA stores or mountains or hills or hot springs or Julia or Sarah or Melanie or Betty or South Meadows or my doctor or the Stampede or the Flames......