It's Sunday morning...early. I can't sleep. I wish I could go for a long walk in the rain. But then my husband would worry. I don't want him to worry. Perhaps I'll have a long shower. That's like being in the rain. Sort of. I'm no closer to a decision. It will come though. I have some very intelligent people helping me. I wish I could have an attitude like is written about here. I do want what God wants - but what the heck does He want? So confusing. Time for that shower.