We made it home safe and sound through the storm yesturday from Edmonton. Some moments were scary as we tried to pass vehicles and such, but thankfully God was watching over us.

There were also some scary moments at the meeting/interview. First of all, if I had worn black and white with some panty hose I would have definatly fit in better! I regret wearing my jeans to such a formal affair! Then, I found out that I had to be interviewed alone, without Peter, in front of ten people seating around a board room table. I got nervous. I started playing with the crumbs on the table, even when I knew that they were watching my body language. And, some questions I didn't even know what they were trying to ask me. I definanlty didn't have a good feeling about it at all. Thanks to everyone who was praying for us and thinking about us on Thursday though!! It helped.

I am also in the middle of a major decision....I had the decision made until yesturday, and now I'm torn. I want to make people happy. If making people happy makes you miserable, what should you do??? Do you let down other people for your own happiness?? But that's selfish right?? I want to do what is right. I don't want to hurt anyone. But I want what I think I deserve. I want people to know who I really am and what makes me happy. To sum it up: I'm stressed!

We will know the outcome of our interview on May 1. The other decision has to be made by then. It is going to be a long 10 days.